Thursday, May 14, 2015


My shoes used to be shiny black leather church shoes and now they are chucks and i can't even tell what color they are......


One problem i deal with daily is if I'm gonna listen to country or rap on that day.


Follow your heart to happiness. Dont lead your heart to what you think happiness is in that moment.


conner duane gwilliam

Sunday, February 22, 2015


When building a house each and every single brick is serves a purpose if one brick falls out of place then the whole building will come crashing down. Much like in a relationship every little thing that you say or do with your partner serves a purpose in some way even the littlest things matter trust is like the concrete that seals the bricks together without trust its just a matter of time before the whole thing comes crashing down I have let a lot of the bricks fall out of my relationship and I have been too stupid to try to pick them up but no matter how hard it is to pick them all up I can still rebuild my house I just need a little bit of time.

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

hard but worth it.

Love is on of the hardest things any human can deal with. 
Love is pain and love is gain.
Love is giving your heart to the person that still means more to you then your own life means to you.
Love is what we all want to bring back after you mess up everything you went through together.
Love is what i think about every damn day.
Her face is what I sit and stare at everyday hoping that she will come to life just so i can talk to her again.
Her personality is one of a kind and i need that in my life
Her beauty is exactly what every other girl dreams of looking like.
Regret is what i feel everyday since october 2014.
Regret is something that i want to get over but i wont be able to until i connect with her like we once did.
Regret is making a stupid decision to take substances to get over her.

Love is the reason I will go after her again I will!